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i want to say something slick.
something clever and/or intelligent that you will remember.
i always draw blanks, though.
...because people make me nervous.
two.
i guess i never really sat down and thought about how important confidence is.
no matter how much you know or how dope you think you are when you're alone, all that shit goes out the window when outsiders come along, that is, if you don't have confidence.
i just don't feel that i have anything to offer anyone.
i'm not deserving.
i don't inspire them the way they inspire me.
the older i get, the more i realize that i could never be in a relationship.
being the type of person that i am, the whole thing would just be counterproductive.
i'd just be inattentive...intentionally...just so i wouldn't seem clingy...which i would be, in reality.
idk if counterproductive is the right word.
it would be...
i'll think about it.
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| i try never to offer empty condolences when someone is having a hard time.
it's important, in my opinion, for us to experience certain emotions extensively.
one of my pet peeves is people trying to make me "feel better" when i'm upset or pissed off.
don't.
golden rule.
i'm always willing to listen but almost never willing to offer any "answers"
why should i?
who am i to say?
i never assume that it is but when my opinion is sought, i try to give it.
more than anything, i try to be that ear that i seek when i'm in similar situations.
i just want you to listen.
just. listen and i'll do the same for you.
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personal challenge: stay off of facebook for a week.
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i feel like i'm being annoying.
am i?
that's all i keep thinking to myself.
"am i?"
frustrating.
life would be so much easier if i wasn't so self conscious.
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